Sunday, July 22, 2007
6:38 AM
hello! (:
its the 22nd! august is almost here! (: well, its closer than before.
racial harmony on fri! i wore a punjabi suit and everyone said i looked super skinny! especially beside all of them who looked really puffy in saris!! (: haha. i think i tied so many saris i got blisters! XD
after guides meet junyan and sasha martin for dinner before choir concert. junyan wanted to go orchard so we went to wheelock-fish&co, and after that we felt so CHEATED. firstly, it was our first time there (except when i went with my parents ages ago) and everything was so EX! then, the service was really bad. they ran out of ice, they served people who came AFTER us, BEFORE us, and they didn't serve the dishes together. i waited like half an hour.. AND the service charge+GST was like 9bucks. NEVER AGAIN.
and we thought we'd be late, so we practically ran from wheelock to far east to take bus back to school which came soon enough. and on the bus sasha and i were praying like crazy! then we ran across the overhead bridge to into school; and made it just on time. (: God is so GREAT!
concert was really good! cheryl giam has amazing vocals! and KOH YUNQI looked so pretty; like a DOLL. contrast to her NCC uniform. (: all the choir people sang really well and looked really nice(: yes, you guys are awesome.
service yesterday was well, powerful. i'm so glad for God. (: every week i go to church for Him and every week i am never disappointed. And i know that even though i dont understand, He does; and that makes it alright.
i love teasing sarah ng. she said; and i quote: "huh? why are you waiting for sarahng? where's sarah ng?"
5 seconds later: "eh? oh man i just revealed my stupid side. excuse me while i go kill myself." and she walks away(: that girl is a classic.
okay, till next time then! (:
quote for the week: nothing is impossible for God. (half of ps jennifer's sermon!) XD
Thursday, July 12, 2007
4:02 PM
BLOCK TESTS ARE OVERRR!! okay, okay, a bit lag, but i dont exactly have a lot of time to go online often okay!
anyway, i've just got history, so i needn't work THAT hard. right? ahh, i will not think of work!
okay. eh, did you know that when you wear a black shirt and you sweat, when it dries, the sweat outline turns white from SALT?!?! if you did, wow. If you didn't, well neither did i until that day, when i saw my dad: the living, walking, proof!
cool, huh?
well, studied at white sands with sasha martin yesterday. oh and Will came along just to eat ice-cream(: Will's such an idiot. ahh i miss uk trip!! i was reminiscing that day about the stupid name game we played on loong bus rides and how mei-e would say crazy things, e.g 'trook', 'frook', 'emporio' etc. :D and today during guides leader's training; it felt like lit trip all over again when mdm marini told abby and i about the journalling.
i skipped french today! :D yay. oh there's this MOE excel fest thingy going on in our school and our school has been magically transformed to look really different within one day! nat says it looks like a circus with all the tents! (: ahaha. actually, i agree! it looks weird. and all the tv's everywhere.. weird. cna only, plus there's never any sound!
performing our poem tmr at 'lunchtime by the pond'. im the oh-so-cool guy! :D haha. phua is the shortie who gets rejected by michelle, who marries me! and phua sinks into depression for the rest of her life. :D (jane austen, what can i say?)
well, i shall go then and find myself a tie to wear. :D i guess i'll see you when i see you!
i'm so so happy for you, so proud of you; remember i'll always be here for you. i know you can do it!
Friday, July 06, 2007
3:22 PM
you know, i just realised, i never put any pictures here! hahah dont know why. well, i guess its cos i dont really take alot of pictures.. but even then! well i shall post some soon then! maybe some cool uk photos that i haven't shown anyone! :D
soo, two lousy tests are overr! i've got two more): and then there's history. but history isn't a mid-year in bad disguise! :D sigh. well, at least this week wasn't that bad cos there were only four days..
oh in school cell, we're going on (well, gone on) a Daniel fast! for the 40 days. No meat (except fish-protein!) and delicacies until 10 august! :D its not that hard except for a few things-i dont really like fish, and i survive mainly on meat. TEMPTATION you wouldn't believe. In fact, i think it may actually be easier for me to eat one meal a day than not eat meat constantly. However, that isn't an option, beacuse if i tried, i'd be dead. twice. First my doctor, then my mum would kill me. stupid gastric!!! ):
yes3 tomorroww!! :D yay! too bad junyan couldn't come. next time yeah? (: michelle's coming!! double yay! maybe she'll start attending our church? that'll be real cool!
i wanna go skating!! i haven't been in SO long and i still suck! ): sam you must teach me! i wanna be a pro ice-skater like youu! (: haha. thanks sam for always being patient with me and helping me to get started and constantly encouraging me! dont know what i'd do without you! <3
oh and joke of the week: this guy in my french class asked jun yan for her number! and i'm so psychic i KNEW it! well, i hinted it to her cos seriously, its really obvious. She called me and reported the whole conversation! (: it doesnt sound as funny as it really was. you gotta know junyan for you to understand this!
oh and we're going to ndp wearing red&white. tres patriotic, non?
hmmmm i've been feeling rather emo lately! like all of a sudden i'll just feel really bad. and that day when i told N, and N said i didnt seem like i could ever be emo. i just got really irritated! i dont know if that was good or bad, but i'm human too you know!
maybe you think im too nice, but im not, and i know at least one person who'd be willing to tell you that.
well, so please do pray for me.. i guess its school and everything, i'm just more irritable nowadays. its not so evident in school, but when i come home i just wanna snap at everybody. and it takes every ounce of effort to be polite to my parents. Sometimes i let my temper get the better of me; and probably many of those times i'm acting like a spoilt 5 year old. i haven't done anything stupid enough to regret for the rest of my life, but i just may. i guess my dad knows that; and he doesn't want me to make the same mistakes he has..
well, i ought to go study chem now.. or maybe i'll just sleep and get up extra early tomorrow to STUDY. sighh.
itsreallyhardformetoopenup;pleaseunderstandthat.ineveraskedtobethisway,ijustam.
Monday, July 02, 2007
9:44 AM
come to think about it, last week actually wasn't as bad as i expected. i think this week will be a whole lot worse!! ):
i've got 2 stupid mid years coming up tmr and wed and i haven't finished studying but i cant concentrate properly and i dont know what else to study and how to revise!!! SO, im taking break. (yeah right. i havent done any proper work) i just CANT. aughhhhh its frustrating.
i hope i dont fail the block tests.
a few days ago i was complaining to a friend about how much stuff there is to study and everything-like for bio and chem and even amath. and she lives overseas so she was really fascinated by all the stuff we're learning. And she told me: when you're learning stuff like
myocardial infarctions, thrombosis, atherosclerosis, modulus functions, sine, cosine and tangent, you gotta feel smart. sadly, i dont think it sounds very smart. :(
sasha's trying to make me feel better by telling me that i study more than her! hahah thanks martini, i feel very encouraged. but sadly, it doesn;t change the fact that i've got tonnes more to study and the test is tomorrow!! ):
AUGHHH.
i shall think about happier things. like like when jun yan and i were going to french, and we were being lazy and waiting for the 410. and you know how like one has a GREEN plate and one has a WHITE plate on the SIDE of the bus? well yeah then when jun yan saw the bus coming, she looked at the bus number on the FRONT, and she said "huh? how come its RED?" (: and i kept laughing at her! (: silly girl.
oh and campfire was actually quite fun despite the rain! The fire was really ultra ugly, and it was really sad to see the beautiful fire die in the rain! ): but i guess these things do happen. and tammie and i were doing guestbook duty. it was really stupid cos all these people would wander in and we had to ask them if they were ex-guides and if they weren't they would give us this LOOK. haha. oh and stupid acsi said they're not coming then said they're coming and we had to sit there waiting for them for awhile until we just LEFT. they didn't show up. seriously, they do this every year! ugh.
hahaha yeah and then the best part of my week-church! :D yay! it was so high and fun. it was carmen's official farewell. ): awww. will miss her alot! we went to macs. and had cake! melted cake. :D and carmen gave a really sweet speech! love you dear<33
and then we had service. which was high. (: im glad i can multi-task, i managed to absorb pastor Glenn's sermon and tease sarah at the same time. :D hahah i love sarah she's so fun to tease! :D and she's so nice cos she doesnt mind it! (: hahaha yay!
anyway, i shall go and do something more productive.. like attempt to study. please please pray i dont fail all my block tests which are seriously mid-years in disguise! do they really think they've fooled us???
fickle emotions,cantyoumakeupyourmind?thisisnotjustaboutyou.