Sunday, May 20, 2007
5:07 AM
yo! (:
ohmygosh it was open house yesterday.. it was so tiring and i wasnt even DOING the henna for I&E. okay so, basically from around 9.30+ to 10.40, we were doing the folders, like taking out the old programmes and putting the new ones in. and we found out mr teo's nickname:D haha.
then after that until 12.30, i was mostly running around trying to find the extension cord (which i never found) and trying to get customers for our stall so we wouldnt nmake a loss and actually make a GOOD profit! (: eh not bad okay i managed to find quite alot of them, since somebody else was just talking to her boy-friend most of the time. (observe the hyphen)
yeah then from 12.30 to 2, i was in the spice rooms TRYING to help miss wee with the pupil welfare dept. (peerleaders, etc) but everytime i approached someone, they'd say, its okay; we'll just look around first. or im coming back later, just waiting for the principal's talk. so in the end i only talked to 3 people. but i heard rachellee and shi jie's
'business@school' presentation 11times! i bet i could recite it!
i barely went back to the stall when i realised i had to go do the tours! i suddenly regretted being a SC ambassador): the tours were really boring and i really didnt know how to elaborate cos i was so tired and i just wanted to keep moving! thanks to kristen who came to my rescue& took over some parts. (okay, most parts). :D
i was quite irritated cos my shift was from 2.30-4.30, but since my first tour finished at 3,45-4, i had to wait there until 4.30 and another family came along! so i had to do it. but luckily this time it was only one family, so it was easier to talk to them; although i really had no idea what to say when they asked me what i hate about sc!
yeah so i finished at like 4.4o, then i helped my group clear up a bit, but i had to leave at 5+ for church! (: yay!
yes, so this is why i was so tired yesterday and i really felt like a zombie; but thankfully, sarah soh convinced me to go in front, and sonic edge and their interesting ideas made me feel a little more light-hearted and of course, the spirit of God energised me! (: so i'm so glad i went for church yesterday; especially since i wont be seeing all my cellmates and church people for
27days!! i'm sad): but hopefully i'll have a good trip!
okay well, i shall go now. and PRAY that the take down the banners soon or esther is gonna get SOMEBODY to take photos of it and i will be embarrassed FOREVER!
sigh, you know the programmes yesterday had my face on them! and abby's, and yingyi's and zay's, and her sister's. they even had POSTCARDS! sigh.
okay tatah now! i've got math tuition, then i'm going lit trip shopping! (:
95% happy,
5% something else.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
4:24 PM
Hey everyone! (: haha ohmy I havent updated for so LONG! And now, since I’m not computer fasting anymore, I am back! YIPPEE! With my COOL new phone and new number! (: yay!
Oh and sadly, A LOT of people at church have seen the banner! ): what were they all doing near scgs anyway? Hmmm…okay fine so many of them go to schools near there. WHY can’t most of the people in my church be like those in sasha’s church and never come near scgs in their lives??? WHY?
Oh well. Maybe it’ll look good on my resume(:
I love church and my cellmates who always cheer me up and make me think deeper and make me feel GOOD. And then I know that I can get through the week because at the end of it, they’ll be there to make me happy and remind me not to lose faith in God.
Silly sarah soh never come yesterday for service, she missed her best friend! Haha I love you crazy girl<3 And esther who spotted sarah’s best friend! Funny funny people(:
I don’t know what I’m going to be “when I grow up”. I don’t really have an ambition. Once upon a time I wanted to be a teacher. Then an author. And then an author/missionary. Then a pilot. Then a lawyer. And now I just don’t know. Somehow, I always thought whenever something made me think of the future; that God would tell me like SNAP. Although I know he will, everyone says: you need to plan NOW. You need to make the right choices. Are you sure this is what you want to do? AND I DON’T KNOW!
I cant see myself doing any of the above, long-term. No, cant see myself taking carmen’s place in front of 38 pupils, neither can I see myself in some countryside house writing novels with the meadows for inspiration! I can see myself as a missionary; but that is totally dependant on my calling. Like everything else too, I suppose. But I don’t need any qualifications… I cant be a pilot cos well.. I cant do phys! I don’t even take it anymore! Haha. A lawyer.. I’ve always had the idea of doing that although I never really could see myself working as hard as my cousin, or speaking as well as my cool uncle (he was like a Deputy Public Prosecutor!) He’s actually pretty scary sometimes. But the PRESIDENT came to his son’s wedding!! How COOL is that? Oh and the other thing I cant see myself doing? Being the managing and arts director of the esplanade! Like my really RICH but nice uncle. He used to go around the world choosing the shows that came to the esplanade. Until he got PROMOTED. He’s the one who sponsored my family’s trip to paris and London last year.
Thing is, I’m not suited for any one of them. Not the way I am now, at least.
So yeah. I guess I just have to keep praying and do my best in everything I do, so that no matter what I choose to do later on, I know I did all that I could.
Well, anyway, that means that I should probably go study for my math and French tests now. I like French, but honestly, I’m quite tired of it!
I thought you hated me;
and I just shared my heart and soul with you.