Thursday, June 22, 2006
9:05 AM
hahaha! im back! yes. I AM BACK(: okay..whatever! em...i haven't been able to do much properly though. im too jet lagged! i think i gave rachel(ong) and some other people the wrong date of my return. SORRY. i was confused!): anyway..back to ME(: i have been sleeping at 5am everyday since i came back on tuesday at 9.30 am. and yesterday i woke up at 3pm which is like...8am london! so im right on schedule for the WRONG TIME ZONE. sigh. today i woke up at 11am though(: haha. im still not sure if theres test on monday, but i have read the intro to merchant and part of the book so i've only got science(if at all).
sigh. i feel like i've been away alot longer than a week. i think it's because i totally detached myself from my "singapore life". as in i forgot about all my work and stuff (but not my friends!!) so i just enjoyed myself TOTALLY. it was a real holiday(: i just realised when i came back, that on the trip i was really HAPPY. not happy, but HAPPY. authentic happiness. and you know what? i've never been happy before.
irony: on the trip i was reading a nice book. title> happy ever after
weird, isn't it?
hhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. that was supposed to be a long sigh(: im definitely going to return. there, i mean. My dad feels the call to Paris, so who knows? i might end up staying there. He says its a confirmation that God closed the doors to my learning Hindi and opened the door for French. Furthermore, both my parents studied French although my mother is more fluent and my dad has forgotten most of it. Makes sense, but the thing is, i didn't like Paris that much. I preferred London, but everyone i spoke to about this seems to like Paris more. Maybe it's just that London is more similar to Singapore. I know myself. I've got to know evrything about a place/thing/person? before i can enjoy it or feel comfortable there. (i don't know about the person though). i don't like err. surprises? in that sense. i don't think you understand but never mind!
i know this probably sounds dumb and just something that i'll never do anyway, i thought of like when i'm older, i could go with some friends to europe and we could like do a tour and act like Tourists! (: i thought it would be fun. But when i write it out it's...i don't know..):
another long sigh. its pretty hard to try and recount all the places i went to, so im not going to, especially not on a blog. its easier to just tell someone in person, yeah? so i will(:
okay..well yeah. i'm sleepy now..gotta go do SOMETHING to keep me awake. if you read this at about um..2.30pm and are free, CALL ME so i wont fall asleep! haha. thank you. (:
even if you don't, i still do.
sigh.
did you ever really?
Sunday, June 11, 2006
10:35 AM
my guess is that blogger wasnt really down for maintenance but my dumb computer probably did something so i couldn't access it:( My comp's really weird. That day...YESTERDAY! Norton parental control popped up from NOWHERE (although it wasn't even installed) and blocked my access to my EMAIL ACCOUNT! cos it matched some category! ugh! sigh.
well..i didnt intend on posting for a very long time but oh well(: since im going away tonight! im leaving at 8.30, although my flight is at 11. I dunno why! sigh. it must be all my parents experiences in India when it can sometimes take FOREVER to clear customs. oh well(: it wont feel like
that long. I hope(:
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I shall enjoy my trip! OH. please pray for a safe flight for me and a good trip without any misfortunes(like being pickpocketed)! THANK YOU(: i feel excited! which is good cos up till just know i was feeling kind of sick): i guess its writing down everything...you know..getting the feeelings out of your system(:(: hahahaha...all that counsellor stuff! i guess i works though. sigh. whatever! hahahah!
okay then(: em.. yeah. buh-bye everybody! I know you'll miss me! (: i'll miss you too! haha. okay okay..BYE!(:
Friday, June 02, 2006
11:18 AM
hees(: i feel very happy. but i don't know why.. oh i know why! i finished all my homework!! except history reflections and NEWater!! yayayayay! i even read part of merchant of venice. i'm so proud of ME! hahaha(:
okay.. well..before i forget. let me say this: The trip to PARIS and LONDON was paid for by my uncle. The flight and accomodation. if not, i'll be able to go there and sit on the streets and look at everything only(: so i really really want to thank God for him and for the fact that he's been so good to us. And please pray that he'll be saved.. thank you(:
yesterday was very fun(: chi ying's farewell party! it didn't seem very "farewell-y" though! but it
was fun. Alot of us (except those working on the fire and those who claimed to be) went "swimming" in the sea. and 'water- bombing' each other(: especially MAY. and jia hui who poured a whole bag of water into my t-shirt): oh well(: and a whole line of us held hands and crossed our legs and sat on the sand a little bit into the water and took great delight in getting knocked over by huge waves(: and screaming, of course!
We didn't actually manage to get the fire started though, despite help from Sandra's mum. Although we did roast marshmallows. So no chicken wings for us. ): We heard Singapore Idol results on Yiting's radio..oh and we ate CAKE(: it was a good time la..
In the end, after giving about 3 prawns, 2 sausages and a nugget(which it didn't eat) to a (FUSSY) cat, we gave most of the leftover food that we couldn't bring home to a lady and her daughter who were making LAKSA a few pits away! We were also quite shocked to learn that her (BLAZING,HUGE) fire was started with just
3 fire starters, while ours, dying and weak had used up 150 fire starters! (according to Sasha).
well, then..i guess thats it(: i have been on the comp for
5 hours doing homework, so i shall go rest my eyes now(:tata!